Good bye

Poncho,

You read but are never remembered. You look but are never seen. You exist but are never believed. I speak of the things that use to be. The days that once challenged you and me. I destroyed the chance for you to be. I ruined the life that could of been. Forgive the world that I present to him. Believe in the things that have never been. Try to see what could of been.

I can't believe that I have been so stupid. I can't believe that my time is growing thin. I left you behind for you to die. The greatest thing you ever did was try. The one thing I wish was a chance to say good bye. It was through you that I choose to live. You taught me the greatest thing was to give. Two years later and I am worse than before. Still depressed and wanted just a little more. You thought I would learn, destroy all that I yearn. The only thing is that I really want more than ever before. I have tasted the power of man, I have drank from the fountain of coruption and I must tell you that I am left wanting more.

Could life become what has truely been presented? Are the fables to be true? Will these thoughts blow over? Can live be preserved? Does she exist? I had so much more to ask you. You knew more than anyone, with your innocence. With your lack of desire. I envied you. Simple as life itself. I complicate what I dont understand. Your gone and I am here. You remember yet I only fear. Help me through these final days, give me the will to accept what may. Don't talk to me for I shall only bring you the world that I enjoy, a world of pain...a world of constant rain.

-Evad