Forgive me

Poncho:

It hurts to want to be. It kills to think of what could be. You are there and I am here. I have these feelings but I chose to ignore. I hate to be all that I am and more. The bottom line is that I am lost. I cant figure out if I like it that way. If I find you, I will lose my mentality. Can I ever say, that I am no longer astray?

Can you ever stop wandering about yourself? Do you really know what you want? Is the reason why you suffer due to the fact that you constantly want? I am awake but no longer thinking. It is great but yet I dont remember. I had the time of my life but it never really happened. It was the greatest time of my life, I would say you were there but I can't remember. What are you doing tomorrow night?

Our mystery lies right before our eyes but we are blinded by that of which we cannot see. Maybe this will help you out. I am a loser, I can't commit to anything. I am constantly afraid of doing nothing. I hate not accomplishing. It kills me to be alone. I suffer because I succeed. Nothing will ever be enough. I come into view but all you see is depression. I am the soul of the early 21st century, I have nothing to offer and nothing to look forward to. I am the end of the progression, I am part of the destroyer of worlds. Sorry my children. I ruined it all.

-Evad