Poncho:
You hide them deep inside. For no one else to find. What is the point of using them in a world of constant doubt? I speak of what you know, of things you can't accept. You try to live your life, by doing things you do not like. You lie to yourself and say everything is alright. Always wanting more, so you can forget what you ignore.
The thing is that we all do this. We are trapt in a constant fight. Always stuck without anything, well maybe constant fright. A fright we cant ignore, a battle that never ends. Is there anything that we can do? Most of us have no clue.
Listen to what is inside, do what feels right. Do not think with your mind, it will all come in time. The answer is not in what you conclude. If you look deep within, the answer has... has always been.
Our world changes what we truely feel, our thoughts are corrupted. If you take away the world, the simpleness it brings. Now you can truely really see, nothing left but me.
-Evad
Monday, January 31, 2005
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
You Can See Them in the Mirror
Poncho:
There exists this world that is very much similar to that of our own. Everything possesses the same qualities as it does here. The sky is just as blue, the grass is the exact same shade of green, and humans populate most of the surface. There is just a single difference between our world and theirs. For they lack certain feelings. They have never experienced compassion. They have never feared, loved, or enjoyed.
The lack of these feelings has allowed them to surpass us in technology. They have explored the universe. Everything is perfect. For without these feelings they have gained one advantage over us. An advantage that has brought them into perfections that we could never imagine. As this may be their advantage, some may say it has ultimately doomed them all.
No longer our these peole distracted by entertainment, fear, or love. The live everyday without looking forward to upcoming events, the never show sadness for ones they would of loved who have passed on. They just do what comes natural to them. They do what the ones before them have done.
Everyday the rush off to school, work, or whatever it may be that they have decided to do with their life. They return home later. At first they just sit there. Within minutes they work on things to improve their live. Never to stop, for no matter what they invent or accomplish, their life is exactly the same as it was before. Life to them is about accomplishing rather than enjoying.
Remember this world when you feel like you are not being what you should be. Remember this world when you don't accomplish what is expected from you. Remember this world when you fell like your life is a failure. For it is not in what we do but rather in how we precieve and live our life.
-Evad
There exists this world that is very much similar to that of our own. Everything possesses the same qualities as it does here. The sky is just as blue, the grass is the exact same shade of green, and humans populate most of the surface. There is just a single difference between our world and theirs. For they lack certain feelings. They have never experienced compassion. They have never feared, loved, or enjoyed.
The lack of these feelings has allowed them to surpass us in technology. They have explored the universe. Everything is perfect. For without these feelings they have gained one advantage over us. An advantage that has brought them into perfections that we could never imagine. As this may be their advantage, some may say it has ultimately doomed them all.
No longer our these peole distracted by entertainment, fear, or love. The live everyday without looking forward to upcoming events, the never show sadness for ones they would of loved who have passed on. They just do what comes natural to them. They do what the ones before them have done.
Everyday the rush off to school, work, or whatever it may be that they have decided to do with their life. They return home later. At first they just sit there. Within minutes they work on things to improve their live. Never to stop, for no matter what they invent or accomplish, their life is exactly the same as it was before. Life to them is about accomplishing rather than enjoying.
Remember this world when you feel like you are not being what you should be. Remember this world when you don't accomplish what is expected from you. Remember this world when you fell like your life is a failure. For it is not in what we do but rather in how we precieve and live our life.
-Evad
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Once Again, It Repeats
Poncho:
It is almost as if everything sickens me. Or maybe it is that certain situations happen more often then what they use to. It is not that I am really upset or dissappointed in things, it is just that I never feel the way that I use to. I just don't think I can ever do it again. I mean what is the point anyway? Once you have lost that certain someone, what really is the point?
I have once heard that true love happens only once in a lifetime. Have I really died that many times? I just cant open up to anyone anymore. Most people only experience death once. I on the other hand have been cursed with a much greater burden. It seems to get worse as the experiences continues on.
Can you imagine a life without heartbreak? Can you think of a life where nothing dulls your spirit? I meet different people everyday but yet I still feel as if I go unnoticed. There are nights where i feel that I should never go to sleep . Nights where I feel more alone then I have ever been. Nights where I think, if I only stay up just a little longer then maybe I might meet someone who will bring me out of this never ending mood.
Tomorrow I will wake, tomorrow I will make, tomorrow I will die again. If only this memory would not dull the wonders of the day.
-Evad
It is almost as if everything sickens me. Or maybe it is that certain situations happen more often then what they use to. It is not that I am really upset or dissappointed in things, it is just that I never feel the way that I use to. I just don't think I can ever do it again. I mean what is the point anyway? Once you have lost that certain someone, what really is the point?
I have once heard that true love happens only once in a lifetime. Have I really died that many times? I just cant open up to anyone anymore. Most people only experience death once. I on the other hand have been cursed with a much greater burden. It seems to get worse as the experiences continues on.
Can you imagine a life without heartbreak? Can you think of a life where nothing dulls your spirit? I meet different people everyday but yet I still feel as if I go unnoticed. There are nights where i feel that I should never go to sleep . Nights where I feel more alone then I have ever been. Nights where I think, if I only stay up just a little longer then maybe I might meet someone who will bring me out of this never ending mood.
Tomorrow I will wake, tomorrow I will make, tomorrow I will die again. If only this memory would not dull the wonders of the day.
-Evad
Monday, January 10, 2005
Simplicity
Poncho:
I have never thought of when I first noticed its existence. How is it that something that is so simple can be so important? How is it that there is so much of it? Have you ever thought of it? It has such incredible power. It can create life as well as destroy it. It has given us so much but yet shows us no mercy. It has brought joy to the eyes of our young and it has stuck fear in our hearts. It has brought out our compassion for others and has aided us in times when we seak revenge.
Yet, I believe we take it for granite. We destroy it without question. And doing so, we are killing ourself. You must realize what it is and its importance. Without it we will all parish. Death will become our world. Transferring our planet into nothing but a rock.
-Evad
I have never thought of when I first noticed its existence. How is it that something that is so simple can be so important? How is it that there is so much of it? Have you ever thought of it? It has such incredible power. It can create life as well as destroy it. It has given us so much but yet shows us no mercy. It has brought joy to the eyes of our young and it has stuck fear in our hearts. It has brought out our compassion for others and has aided us in times when we seak revenge.
Yet, I believe we take it for granite. We destroy it without question. And doing so, we are killing ourself. You must realize what it is and its importance. Without it we will all parish. Death will become our world. Transferring our planet into nothing but a rock.
-Evad
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Time Machine
Poncho:
Just recently I had celebrated my 72nd birthday. 50 years ago, I would never of imagined that I would be where I am today but that is the story of Life. You never know where it will take you. One minute you are studying hard for finals and then the next minute you are frantically running for your life from a stampede of elepahants in South Africa. Memories seem to be all I have left.
As you enter into the final years of your life there are a fews things that becomes a part of your everyday life. An uncontrolable bladder and the thought that you have missed out on something important. I have always known what I missed out on but it has not been until recently that I realized how much I lost.
That thought haunts me everyday. It is for this reason that I have designed and built a time machine out of everyday household materials. I won't go into any details but some of the substances that were used were a minature particle accelerator, a supercolidder, a package of neutrinos and some drain-o. I also wrote a script for the TV series MacGuyver that deals with the building of this machine.
I plan to go back 50 years to the time of the incident. I am not sure if I can change what has happened but I plan to do all that I can. Tomorrow I am coming back. My only goal is to obtain that which I have lost.
-Evad
Just recently I had celebrated my 72nd birthday. 50 years ago, I would never of imagined that I would be where I am today but that is the story of Life. You never know where it will take you. One minute you are studying hard for finals and then the next minute you are frantically running for your life from a stampede of elepahants in South Africa. Memories seem to be all I have left.
As you enter into the final years of your life there are a fews things that becomes a part of your everyday life. An uncontrolable bladder and the thought that you have missed out on something important. I have always known what I missed out on but it has not been until recently that I realized how much I lost.
That thought haunts me everyday. It is for this reason that I have designed and built a time machine out of everyday household materials. I won't go into any details but some of the substances that were used were a minature particle accelerator, a supercolidder, a package of neutrinos and some drain-o. I also wrote a script for the TV series MacGuyver that deals with the building of this machine.
I plan to go back 50 years to the time of the incident. I am not sure if I can change what has happened but I plan to do all that I can. Tomorrow I am coming back. My only goal is to obtain that which I have lost.
-Evad
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