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Poncho:

It is odd how your past comes back to haunt you. You can be cruising through the times and suddenly SMASH!! You hit a part of your past. How do you handle these things? It is not like you can change them. They have happened and there is nothing you can do about it.

They always comes back up. One more than others. Should I express joy or regret when our paths cross again? I wonder how they feel? Oh well, I guess I will have to just deal with it.

I try to continue on but my anchor is stuck in a massive clam that continues to clamp onto it with no intension to let go. As if it was protecting a treasure so great that no life could enjoy its benefits for the shear shock of its beauty would cause a sudden electrical impulse that would stop the beating of the heart. So in this cause, is this clam protecting me from what will happen if I am able to move on, or is it holding me back from a wonderful life? I can see her as the pearl in that clam. If it is someone new or someone trapped within my past? I can not tell, I guess I will just have to shout full steam ahead and hope one day I may reach that pearl.

-Evad