The Only Way

Poncho:

The last few nights, it seems that I have come across this problem. A problem so grand it takes complete control of me. The thing is though, that I think I should just let it go. Watch it fly right out the window. It just might get the best of me if I don't just stop paying attention to it. Tomorrow, it will just come right back up again. How come things like this just keep coming back up at the worst times?

Torture is the sacrifice that we all must embrace to endure before times of great enlightenment fall across our souls. This is the reason why I don't know what to think of it. It so comes off like a close example of Dr. Jeykll and Mr. Hyde. At times she is so close and others she is just out of reach. Why can't I just be left alone but why does she hide? Do the things you truely feel come out when yor out of your mind?

I am torn between two diferent views. My brain tells me to go one way while my heart pulls me the other way. Anyways I will tell you one thing, it would be just so great to go back. Too bad that seems to be just out of question. For a few weeks from now, my thoughts may lose their meaning. My feelings will be lost in a sea of questions. What may be, will never have been. On that note, I end this transmission. Don't you worry, I am still writing...

-Evad