Thoughts

Poncho,

Does your life have meaning? Can you keep going on day after day? Do you ever get tired of everything you do? Do you have trouble making up your mind? I do. My mind wonders from one idea to the next. I like to drink. I don't think as much when I do. It is probably not good, but it is easier. Should we always look for the easy way out?

I want to be crazy. I don't want to live a perfect life. I want adventure. I am stuck though. Living a life that is suppose to be expected rather than a life that is unknown. What better suspense is there than that which happens to you that you have no idea might happen? I can't wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me. What will I learn tomorrow, who will fall in love with me tomorrow, who will disagree with me tomorrow?

I am not sure what I really wanted to write about tonight but I did want to write something. Forget all that you know for what you have learn has only been thought of by those before you. You have the chance to come up with something that no one else will ever know. You have the chance to visualize an idea that only you have thought. We all have the chance to create, but not all of us will do this. For we are not what we want to be, we are what we have to be.

-Evad