Thursday, July 07, 2005

Suicide

Poncho:

Your name is worthless and you have no care. Your life is spiraling down to the ground. Life brings you changes when no one else is around. You decide that life is too much to bare and you shut your eyes. Soon you awaken and you realize who is there? You stare at your bandages and your eyes start to tear. Who the hell found me? What I am still doing here? You dont understand and all that you hear is child what brought you this fear?

Now that they see that your well as can be and have given you all the attention that you need. They have all left you and your all alone. You look in the mirror and your eyes close again. Your mind starts to wonder as you search for answers. Who the hell I am? Why I am here? Is there a meaning or I am just here?

Now you are sitting in your favorite chair. You search through your mind to see what is there. You hope to find nothing but it is not what you find. For there is one thing that resides in your mind. The very thing that you were trying to end. You know understand but it is not the end. For now the one thing that you wanted to end brings upon you a new type of fear.

-Evad

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