Areas

Poncho:

For days now I have just been going without care. No longer have I thought about what my life means or what it should mean. No longer do I worry about what could have been or what might have been. All I know now is what truely did happen. It is hard to live without want. Its hard to live without thinking you know what you really want. How can we not want?

I look around me and I recognize everything I see. Can we really sum up everything in just three sentences that explains everything that is me? How dissappointing. All our lives makes us avoiding. Who are we truely? How can we tell? No one thinks like you do.

Lets follow a pattern. I'm good. We're good. Routine becomes routine. We are worst than a nicotine fiend. Please still talk to me. Call me back. We are still clean. Have I lost my mind? There we go, always looking for something when there is nothing to find.

-Evad