Frozen In Time

Poncho:

I have seen myself frozen in time more than once. I see myself captured, never to be released. Who is that person? What is with the smile? Was I really as happy as my frozen body portrays? It is odd how we have this ability to freeze a moment in time. Now people can see what they have once experienced. But really, how wonderful is this ability of ours? Does it bring more pain than it does pleasure?

I stare into what I use to be, who I used to know, and how things use to be. I wonder if all of it really happened. Nothing remains the same and I have proof of it. I used to love this ability of ours but now I am not too sure. It is just that it seems like each of these frozen moments in time seem so fake. Sure, there are the exceptions but most give us a sense of happiness. That we have always been happy and at this very moment we would be happy if we looked into it as a frozen moment of time. But what if you are not happy?

Either way, I am still addicted to these frozen moments in time. I want to use them to show my life, I want others to see who they might not have known or who they use to know. Looking back life is great, but going through it always has its ups and downs. Too bad we can't live by looking back on what has already pasted.

-Evad