-- October 26 -- Thoughts

Poncho:

I have never questioned my life as much as I have now. I am beginning to wonder if this is how it will always be. Always searching for an answer, always seeming that there is something missing. What would it be like if I had no worries? What would it be like if I had no responsibilities? How much greater would life be without having to do the things I do? What would it like to be free???

Imagine a life that is free from anything that has ever held you back. You are capable of doing anything you ever dreamed of. You dont have to worry about the reactions to you actions. Death is an unknown concept in this world. Everything that you do is never looked down upon. What has been done has been done and that is all there is to it. You are free to do anything and anything can always be done.

I dreamed of this world. I tried to live in this world but this world is nothing but a dream. For with choices come responsibilities. With responsibilities comes things that hold you back. These things decrease what we wish to enjoy and experience. All these things come in time, it is no wonder why so many people struggle through their years. How can we be happy? Will knowing everything make us happy or is it our emotions that we bring us to true happiness? Maybe we are happy but we hide it with what we dont know.

-Dave