Poncho:
It is almost as if everything sickens me. Or maybe it is that certain situations happen more often then what they use to. It is not that I am really upset or dissappointed in things, it is just that I never feel the way that I use to. I just don't think I can ever do it again. I mean what is the point anyway? Once you have lost that certain someone, what really is the point?
I have once heard that true love happens only once in a lifetime. Have I really died that many times? I just cant open up to anyone anymore. Most people only experience death once. I on the other hand have been cursed with a much greater burden. It seems to get worse as the experiences continues on.
Can you imagine a life without heartbreak? Can you think of a life where nothing dulls your spirit? I meet different people everyday but yet I still feel as if I go unnoticed. There are nights where i feel that I should never go to sleep . Nights where I feel more alone then I have ever been. Nights where I think, if I only stay up just a little longer then maybe I might meet someone who will bring me out of this never ending mood.
Tomorrow I will wake, tomorrow I will make, tomorrow I will die again. If only this memory would not dull the wonders of the day.
-Evad
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What's life without pain? That's what people say when they have forgotten what it feels like. My truth is, though, that they're right for the most part. Our pain cuts out moments from our lives that we can keep with us. Those moments of exquisite pain are immortal for us. Please don't try to wish them away because they're just a valuable as any of our best memories. Rather than dull the wonders of the day, I think they make those wonders shine like crystal.
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