We are destined to die.

Poncho:

I have done everything that is expected of me. I have not given anything nothing less than 100 percent. I try to be the best at everything I am involved in. I bust my ass to make everyone else happy. No matter what I do, my life seems less and less important everyday. Why am I really here? Why are you really here? Does anything I do really help answer this question?

I look back on everything that has happen in my past. I look forward to what lies ahead. All I see is death. It is hard to keep going when eventually all that you do will only lead you to your death. I could die tomorrow, you could die tomorrow or either of us could die 50 years from now. If you think about it, does it really matter. Think back to when you were 5. At that time you had some much ahead of you, know look how much time has past. How long has it really been. Soon you will be in the last years of your live. How long is a year compared to eternity?

We are only around for a short time. I will never be satisfied with anything in the world. The same holds true for all of us. You might think you are happy but in actuallity you are never happy or completely satisfied. I know I am never satisfied. Maybe that is why nothing seems as great to me as it does to everyone else. Think of your life. Think of what you have done. Think of what you could have done. Think of what you would have done different. Think of what it would of been like to be someone else.

We are involved in a complex world of many people. Most of us will come and go to never of really existed. If no one remembers us than how can we have exist? Just don't worry so much about being your best especially if you don't think it will earn your place in history.

-Evad